how low the dark horse stoops
flying th'invisible course
twixt night and death
that her eternal cargo spills
into the upturned mouth
of the sleeping millions
and those waiting for the last
low boat to heave into view
you did not feel the perilous edge
standing there, listening
you could not know the names
waking baptized in sweat,
shaking, still animal,
what did I say to you
half-shaped and mingled,
stirring dust
our nights were numbered like gods' whispers
I do not know when Zeus gave birth to Athena
if it was before or after he lay with Aphrodite
or whether it was not some other god
or a crippled man
and I find I cannot remember how long
or where or why we took those forms,
for love, from need, or just because
the garden needed a man and a woman
desire dances circles around me here,
and so fast that the meaning of those glances
travels backward, uncertain and uncertainter
the more I see their future
and the old mare reclaims
by night and death
the sureness I once stole
unawares, and spoke to you
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